Liburrr.....liburr....

Akhirnya UAS selesai..... Yeaaahhhhhhh.... Sungguh perjalanan panjang (-iya, panjang banget memang-), 3 minggu yang gak terasa sekarang udah berakhir aja, masih keingat perjuangan selama 3 minggu kemaren,

ALONE

The best way for living is by living as your own self, not as another person whom you might think better or greater than you...

Malam Friday the 13th ditutup dengan nonton film horror (perfect match for friday the 13th....... XD). Judul film itu sendiri ALONE, yang awalnya sempat membuat saya bingung akan apa maknanya, but this film try to tell us something in our life, as what i write before, living as our own self.

Things what we called as faith

My beloved friends... I wanna share a classical chat about faith.. If you ever read this, just read it once more.. Deal with that?

Why life doesn’t go that easy

Bulan-bulan UAS datang juga, bulan dimana aku bakal belajar habis-habisan sampaimejret sambil dalam hati terus menangis, “kenapa gue gak belajar dari dulu” atau “kenapa gue gak cicil dari dulu semua slide sampah ini

Tapi bagaimanapun, ujian tetap datang dan gue cuma bisa sabar dan tenang menghadapinya.

Nah yang beda adalah ujian yang dilaksanakan di kampus ini,

Count on me

This song is kinda nice song, easy listening and understanding. The music that simple make it more interesting for you to hear..

COUNT ON ME

By: Bruno Mars

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you

Ohh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
Yeah Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos' I can count on you

Kenapa susah banget mengerti semua pelajaran ini???

My Family

My family maybe not a very perfect family..
or maybe a very fine and well known family with a ig number of money they have and served for me..
just a very big family with a simple and a modest number of money we have..

but. i am happy if this modesty we have can make us become nearer each other and stick us each other...

You should know

My sister maybe doesn't know how much i admire her,
maybe she doesn't know how many time i made her as my role model..

Even maybe she doesn't know that I chose Bandung as my place for study,
because i know i have my sister here and can help me so much and make me don't feel like i am alone here.

Maybe she doesn't know how much i proud of her,
she doesn't know how many times i told about her,
her study in ITB that i proud of her so much,
how many my friends know that she is in microbiology ITB now, because i was telling them that..

It doesn't mean about the GPA you have,
or the faculty you study at compare with me or anything,
it's very well for me,
and i am proud of it however..

you should know it... :)

Lesson from UTS

Hidup lo akan terasa mudah kalo semuanya berjalan sesuai dengan rencana. Tapi kalau satu kali saja kau jatuh, susah sekali rasanya menerima kenyataan itu. Apalagi kalau gagalnya di bagian dimana kau sudah meletakkan ekspektasi yang cukup tinggi. Tidak mudah kawan... aku tau rasanya..

3 months of my life in this place seems really hard. Need a very big struggle for me to be keep alive here. Kasus-kasus yang harus kuhadapi semakin berat saja. Kalau dulu, pelajarannya masih sama seperti SMA... well, okay, i can handle it...

UTS came.... jreng...jreng.... Aku hanya berusaha berbuat yang aku tahu saja, karena memang aku tidak tahu apa-apa... heheh

dan hasilnya ialah... aku gagal di satu mata pelajaran... memang bagiku ini sangat menyakitkan awalnya..
Tapi lama-kelamaan aku sadar... mungkin ini setimpal dengan apa yang aku kerjakan. Aku bekerja sendiri dengan usaha seadanya tanpa mengandalkan Tuhan di samping aku. Saat itu, Tuhan melihat usaha ku namun karena aku tidak memanggilNya untuk ada bersama-sama dengan aku mengerjakan ujian, yang ada, aku lebih buruk dari yang seharusnya kalau aku melakukannya bersama dengan Tuhan.

Namun aku menjadikan semua ini pelajaran untuk menjadi ikhlas. Dan aku berjanji akan melakukan yang terbaik dan membiarkan Tuhan melakukan sisanya..

Hasil Search nama sendiri di Google

Sekalinya males, males banget...

Akhirnya nyoba-nyoba search nama sendiri di Google... hahaha...

dan hasilnya lumayan banyak.... termasuk kejayaan-kejayaan masa lalu...

trus ada lagi pengumuman lomba nyanyi pas zaman jadul kelas III SMP... wuihhh really missing that moment... tapi nama gue salah ditulisnya... -____- kenapa Lumbantoruan sering sekali disalahtuliskan menjadi Lumbantobing, tapi ini Tobing, jelas2 salah.. Memang sih, saya masih punya darah Tobing, tapi please donk, itu jauh banget hurufnya... hahah ya sudah lah... Eh, mungkin harus kayak foto yang satu lagi, yang namanya gak ditulis, biar bener nih nama..

sebenrnya masih banyak lagi hasil yang saya dapat, tapi mungkin ini saja yang bisa saya tampilin...
BTW, kayaknya nomor 32 itu udah melekat banget sama saya.... tidak jarang saya ikut perlombaan dapat nomor undi 32...
di SMA, 3 tahun berturut-turut nomor absen saya 32, walau di 3 kelas yang anggota kelasnya berbeda... di Angkatan saya nomor 64 yang jelas-jelas 32 x 2 (agak maksa..) dan di foto ini, Nomor Undi saya 32, sekarang di Universitas juga, NPM saya 32... walah...